A Beginning


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This is my first full week writing to the Pagan Insights Project prompts so where am I at right now. Pensive, nervous but also excited. Using the same 5 prompts each week initially seems a bit strange but the more I look at them I more I think they can lead to some deep and different ideas and thoughts each time as the options are huge. So that is where I am at as a Pagan writer.

I think as this is the first full week I better say a little about me as a Pagan. I am a solitary witch following a mainly Welsh Celtic path. However I do draw from other things that work for me now and then. Currently I am researching possible archetypes of the Welsh pantheon for an article I am writing for an e-zine. I had my first piece accepted by them last month and that is due for publication next month so will post details everywhere when it happens. Back to the archetypes, I am not sure where I will take that yet or even who I will write about. The obvious would be Cerridwen but I get an instinctive feeling I need to go out of my safe zone and look at others so I am going to go with that first.

Stepping out of the safety box is something we all need to do occasionally. It gives us the opportunity to view things from a different perspective and often brings clarification. Yes I really think I need to look at the others and not only for the article. I never like to say where I think my path is leading as that is something we don’t know – sure we can guess and hope but there is also the necessity to trust the divine, ourselves and others to lead us where we need to be, and that may not be where we think or want it to be, but it certainly will be where we need to be.

Where we need to be is all well and good when life is cushy and we are happy but what if it is not cushy, we don’t want to be there or it is clearly a bad place to be. Yeah, yeah easy to say we have lessons to learn from the experience and should look for them but at times the place we are at is not of our own making – what then? What is gained from being in a bad situation caused by someone else? For myself I think it is realizing I don’t have all the answers and maybe I am never going to in the physical realm. Again it is that trust that the divine will indeed share those things at a later date in another place. For now, I will do what I do and see where it leads me, a bit like doing this project really.

In love and light

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Shower Fairy


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As cleansing water cascades
she is silently watching
from within the spirals; reliefs of Celtic knots
and pulsating jets spray away
the pain of aching limbs
that have done too much again
releasing thoughts of contemplation
with trickling ideas for an evening meal
mingling with gentle curls of jasmine scent
and potent tones of sandalwood.
She watches all the while
in silent stance
my eyes convinced they saw her dance
yet I know that cannot be
as my hands put her there with tiling cement
and worked the grouting seal to keep her there
but still I swear I saw her dance.

© Jem Farmer 2013
Prompt: http://thehobbitchallenge.wordpress.com/2013/06/05/whimsical-wednesday-5-june-2013/

I chose:

The swirls and shades of the bathroom tiles – The Pain, Laura Kassischke

Post a Pic – Cerridwen


Cerridwen

 

Images and statuary depicting Cerridwen are everywhere in my home and in my work (spiritual and writing) space. She is the goddess I turn to most often and when I am at a loss for what to do about something. Legends of Cerridwen have been a part of my life since I can remember, I am sure those of the other members of the Welsh pantheon were told me too, but it is Cerridwen’s that I can still hear being told all those years ago especially when I am sat up on Cadair Idris having a much needed spiritual think time. This is my favourite picture of Cerridwen and sits in my wallet so goes everywhere with me.

 

In love and light

 

Resource: Pagan Insight Project - http://theinformedpagan.wordpress.com/pagan-insights-project/

Quiet Contemplation


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Alone again with time to think,
seeking answers in quiet contemplation with flowing water
gossiping to the chattering trees,
and I wonder what else remains
as all else has gone its own way
am I really alone?

Thoughts drift beneath the ripples
to rest upon the rocky bed
and watch the white rapids form underneath
as a curious fish looks thinking in the eye
before flicking its tail to journey on
without asking why.

The little fish has more sense than I,
content to live without reason
happy in just being able to be,
with the stream providing
all his needs
but I needed to know why.

Thought flow upward to the leaves,
perching lightly on a budding twig
to feel the vibrancy of life bursting forth
in explosions of vernal green
and palest pink blossom
without the need of how and why
now I understand.

 

 

 

© Jem Farmer 2013
Notes:
Prompt: http://thehobbitchallenge.wordpress.com/2013/05/29/whimsical-wednesday-29-may-2013/

I chose

‘What lingers is the slender hook of hope. – Spring Training, Maxine Kumin

 

PIP: Another Bullet to Kill Off The Sick and Disabled in the UK


 

 

 

Personal Independence Payment is replacing Disability Living Allowance. Supposedly PIP will support disabled people to live independently.

The Government states the reform is vital as DLA is outdated. However it makes it much harder for the more vulnerable of society to make a claim. This government has an agenda to get people off benefits without a second thought for the often disastrous consequences it will have on the more vulnerable members of our society,

The assessments are hard and seemingly aimed at tripping people in greatest need so the benefit doesn’t have to be paid. Medical checks are not being done by qualified personal with the relevant experience of individual cases.

Those already on DLA weill be reassessed and place on PIP by 2015. This places those already suffering under stress, fear and duress which is totally unnecessary and downright cruel. Even knowing your own name is considered proof of ability. Theses assessments are being conducted by none other than ATOS already causing more suffering and even deaths by their callous treatment of people who are already suffering.

Scope chief executive Richard Hawkes said: “Life costs more if you’re disabled, but this year with living costs spiralling and income flat-lining, disabled people are really struggling to make ends meet. Disabled people are getting into debt to pay for essentials.

“What’s the Government’s response? It is cutting the very financial lifeline designed to help them meet the extra costs they face.

“DLA needed reforming and could be better targeted. But disabled people believe this reform is just an excuse to save money.

“It doesn’t help that the Minister is able to predict exactly how many disabled people will receive support before they have even been tested.

“For months now we have been saying the Government’s assessment for the new Personal Independence Payment is deeply flawed.”

There is something very wrong in a country when our sick and disabled and those who care from them are not being respected and treated in this way.

 

 

The End of the Tunnel


Words at the Weekend challenge – http://thehobbitchallenge.wordpress.com/2013/05/25/words-at-the-weekend-25-may-2013/

Tunnel of Trees by Finn Hopson via Photobotos


Too often I’ve fallen, tripped over the baited wire
ensnared by senses numbed
by the bitter pain of making do
like a discarded t-shirt from a second-hand store
used, recycled and used some more
each mistake an entangled vine
forming a bondage of self-destruction
until the inevitable split breaks away
breaking, the heart breaking again
breaking away from the effrontery they dare call love
they who have no grasp on love
yet claim it as if it is their right
that I should love them
they who do nothing but hurt me and call it love
but I know love
it is the glorious light at the end of the dark tunnel
guiding me forward in her positive footprints
to bloom like an opening lily in her glow.

 

© Jem Farmer 2013

Last Date


Three on Friday Challenge -

http://thehobbitchallenge.wordpress.com/2013/05/25/three-on-friday-24-may-2013/

 

I chose the following quote:

Those who hope for no other life are dead even for this. – Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

 

death angel

Should she come to claim my soul tonight
I can greet her scythe with a smile
A grateful grin for all the good times
And soulful tears for the sad
But I will smile.

I would welcome her warmly as she guides me
Through the veil of existence
Appreciating the fact she is sparing me time
To open the door to a new journey
For death is not the end of living
It is a new beginning

I would ask for just one thing
A favour to ease my way
That my love remains with you until
We meet again

© Jem Farmer 2013

Best Moment Award


 

Received from Alastair Forbes

 

RULES:
Winners re-post this completely with their acceptance speech. This could be written or video recorded.

 

Winners have the privilege of awarding the next awardees! The re-post should include a NEW set of people/blogs worthy of the award; and winners notify them the great news.

 

Acceptance Speech:

Thank you to Alastair for giving me this, I am deeply touched you would honour me as your own blog never fails to touch me in some way. As always I consider any award to be given to me and my readers as blogging is a mutual relationship between writer and reader, more so than any other form of writing as it is interactive. So I also say thank you on behalf of my readers for this award. This interaction between blogger and reader is what makes it such a wonderful experience, so I wish to dedicate the award to my readers. No matter how people may scorn it, I know how powerful blogging can be whether on a political, social or personal level. When I posted my first witterings on Blogspot 8 years ago, I had no idea it would lead to what it has for me. It has changed my life as that first post led to more and eventually the post that a certain woman read and in turn leading me to the woman I love. Even my crystal ball missed that one.

Winners:

It is always hard to choose from the many blogs I follow so this time I am choosing the five posts I have read today that have truly moved me.

1 who is bert – for crazy nostalgia … 

2 hastywords – for Left For Dead

3 Noora – for The Morning Glow

4 Poems and People – for Silence our only words, breaths our only goodbyes

5 Melisa K Martin – for Thinking

 

 

 

 

 

By Jemmy Farmer - The Boi Poet Posted in Awards Tagged

The Story of George Rolph | J o h n t e x t


 

 

George Rolph is a disabled 60 year old gentleman from Great Britain who began a hunger strike over a week ago in protest over the disgusting way that Atos, the IT company employed by the British ConDem government, for £100mil of British taxpayers money per annum, has treated him regards to his disability, by medical assessment as directed by the Department of Work and Pensions (DWP)…. read his story at  The Story of George Rolph | J o h n t e x t and then please share on all your social media. 

 

 

White Rabbit – Tuesday Thinking’s Challenge


White Rabbit by Meagan Visser via Fine Art America

 

My response to the challenge found here

http://thehobbitchallenge.wordpress.com/2013/05/21/tuesdays-thinkings-21-may-2013/

 

The impossible dream that seems so improbable
trapped in the realms of cannot be
with no answers just questions
endless questions
when why what and where
how
how
how
most of all bloody how.

How do we turn back the clock
start again in a new dimension
touch the divine
and feel love’s interception?

Love, that thing we cannot begin to understand
as rare as Alice’s white rabbit
and as difficult to catch hold of
yet still we chase it down another hole
thinking we have been there before
then finding we haven’t.

Love a contradiction of body
and soul
and the mind well that has other thoughts too
none of which correlates to the senses
that a touch ignites
then inflames in a kiss.

No longer does the mind try to understand it
questions lead to confusion
confusion and love are a given
and the heart insists
we go with the flow.

 

 

© Jem Farmer 2013